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We hear it all the time: “Let go of what no longer serves you.” While there’s truth to that advice, it can sometimes miss the mark, especially when it comes to our inner shadows—the parts of ourselves we often suppress or try to “get rid of.” Instead of always pushing to let go, what if the key to healing and understanding is actually about letting things be?
Our shadows, those darker, unspoken aspects of ourselves, are often rooted in past experiences, misunderstandings, and learned behaviors. We think we’re protecting ourselves from pain by ignoring them, but in reality, we’re just denying a part of ourselves. The real transformation comes when we stop trying to “fix” or “let go” of these parts and, instead, embrace them. In doing so, we find alignment, balance, and the ability to discern the truth.
Overprotection = Control
From an early age, many of us learn to protect ourselves by controlling our environment and relationships. We hide certain parts of ourselves because we’ve been taught, consciously or unconsciously, that they are dangerous or unworthy. Over time, these protective mechanisms turn into habits—habits of controlling the narrative, avoiding vulnerability, and keeping things light so we don’t have to dive into the deep end.
But here’s the thing: overprotection is not true safety. It’s avoidance. It keeps us from facing the discomfort that leads to growth. Instead of controlling or shutting out the shadow parts of ourselves, we must learn to let them coexist with the light parts—the ones we’re proud of and want to show the world.
Letting It Be: Embracing Our Shadow Parts
When we talk about shadow work, it’s often framed in terms of “healing” or “overcoming” certain aspects of ourselves. But what if it’s not about fixing these parts, but instead letting them be? What if the journey isn’t about cutting away what feels uncomfortable but about allowing that discomfort to exist, side by side with the light?
Your shadow is not the enemy. It’s a part of you that, like everything else, has something to teach. By embracing your shadow, you open up space for acceptance. It’s not about letting go of these parts of you—it’s about learning to sit with them, to understand them, and to be present with them. Only then can we truly discern the truth in ourselves and in our relationships.
Shadow Work in Alignment with Its Buddy: Light
Every shadow has a “buddy”—an aspect of light that, when balanced, creates harmony within us. For example, control is often paired with the fear of being out of control. And what’s the amazing gift of being out of control? Freedom. Freedom from the responsibility of controlling everything around you. Knowing where your boundaries end and another’s begin. As an empath, this part of me that I was so scared of ironically brought freedom and personal space.
By embracing both the shadow and the light, you give yourself permission to exist in your wholeness. Instead of fighting against yourself, you find alignment between the parts of you that seek control and the parts of you that desire freedom. In this balance, you gain clarity, and clarity leads to truth.
Protecting From the Truth = Deception
When we try to protect ourselves from the truth—by suppressing our emotions, ignoring our shadows, or controlling our environment—we are, in essence, deceiving ourselves. This self-deception keeps us stuck in a loop, unable to fully move forward because we’re not being honest with ourselves about what’s really going on.
For example, if you find yourself constantly avoiding difficult conversations in a relationship because you fear the discomfort or conflict that might arise, you’re not protecting yourself—you’re deceiving yourself. You’re avoiding the opportunity to grow, to connect more deeply, and to face the reality of what needs to be addressed.
Discernment Through Embracing Both Sides
By allowing both your shadow and light to coexist, you strengthen your ability to discern the truth. You become better equipped to have those hard conversations, to make decisions from a place of clarity rather than fear or avoidance. It’s not about forcing yourself into uncomfortable situations for the sake of growth—it’s about having the capacity to be fully present when those situations arise.
When you acknowledge the parts of yourself that you’ve been protecting, you can release the need to control and allow yourself to trust in the process of life. You can have hard conversations with loved ones because you know that your worth is not dependent on their reaction. You can be present with your emotions because you trust that they have something valuable to teach you, rather than something to avoid.
Practical Steps to Embrace Your Shadows
- Acknowledge Your Patterns
Notice when you are trying to protect yourself by controlling a situation. What are you avoiding? What emotion or truth are you afraid to face? - Sit With Discomfort
Instead of running away from uncomfortable feelings, allow them to be there. You don’t need to fix them. Just sit with them and notice what they bring up for you. - Pair Shadow with Light
Identify the light aspect of your shadow. For example, if your shadow is control, its light buddy might be freedom. If it’s fear, its buddy might be courage. How can you bring these two into balance? - Ask Powerful Questions
When you feel triggered, ask yourself: “What is this trying to teach me? What is the truth behind this feeling?” Sit with the answers, even if they are uncomfortable. - Create a Safe Space for Truth
Before diving into hard conversations or deep inner work, ensure you are in a safe environment where you can process these feelings without fear of judgment or distraction. Remember, the nervous system cannot heal in a state of stress. You need to be in a relaxed, grounded state to fully embrace both your light and shadow.
Moving Forward: Let It Be
Instead of constantly trying to “let go” of your shadows, practice letting them be. Give them the space to exist alongside your strengths, your light, and your truths. By doing this, you’ll find that you can be more present, more resilient, and more capable of navigating life’s challenges with grace.
Embracing your shadow doesn’t mean you’re giving in to your fears, insecurities, or past—it means you’re honoring the full spectrum of who you are. And when you do that, you create the capacity to discern the truth and to show up fully, whether in a hard conversation or a moment of reflection.
Final Thoughts: The Journey of Integration
Letting your shadows and light coexist is an act of self-love. It’s about integration, not separation. It’s about moving away from the need to control everything and trusting that the full truth—both the messy and the beautiful—will set you free.
You don’t need to let go of these parts of you. You simply need to let them be, and in that space, find your own truth.
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